Strokes of crust of earned merits and demerits
earned during the cycle of past births and rebirths always keep the mind instigating
and
never allow us to be in the state of perfect equipoise.

We can never attain even the lowest level of eternal peace
till
crust of merits/demerits of action in a previous existence (sanskar) is even the least alive.

The chain of sanskar is intact so long as God has yet to be realized.

How can there be true renunciation till the moment of that fulfillment?

Till then we are only wayfarers.

Delusion subsides only when the desired God is attained
and
the merits/demerits of previous deeds are reduced to nothing.

Intoning the name of God in different modes resulting
for
true form,incarnation and abode is the best remedy
which initiates this journey and helps till attainment of ultimate bliss
or otherwise
it is simply making experiments
under umbrella of conceptual discussions
and
more or less wastage of precious moments of life.

Bow down in lotus feet of revered Gurudev for such teachings to me.

_/l\_
Humble Wishes!